My anti drug

I have about 2 anti drugs, one of them is working on cars or even just sitting outside and staring at cars. My other anti drug is secluding myself from everyone, such as staying home alone and turn on the living room stereo system and connect my phone to play my music. Usually I turn up the volume pretty loud to the point where I can barely hear myself talk if I was trying to talk to someone. The working on cars anti drug I hardly do that because I only work on the cars whenever my father does and he only does it when there is something wrong with our cars. For the most part my main anti drug is just bumping music really loud and just wander off in my thoughts. The music that I mostly play is music that makes me happy such as Rap and Hip Hop occasionally I will put some alternative music really sometimes I just put Pandora and let her take over to listen to new music when my other music gets boring. After my session I feel relaxed, joyful and have a positive attitude getting lost in thoughts of childhood memories and of people who have left us and imagine the future.